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For Caitlyn Jenner, there are places to be and people to speak with.There are camera crews and magazine covers, finely crafted documentaries and the raw urgency of reality TV. There are ex-spouses with stories to share and 10 children, many of them living their own lives, out loud and then some. There are more transgender women getting to tell their stories about their life journeys.And yet, almost a year-and-a-half since going public with her gender transition, Jenner says her life is much less complicated than it has ever been.I dont have any more lies, she told ESPN. Its tough to go through life when youre lying to yourself, lying to your family all the time, lying to the public about who you are. Every time I would confide in somebody over the last 50 years, it was always such a weight off my shoulder, like, Whew. I dont have to lie to that person about who I am anymore. They understand.Today, I just can get up, be myself and have a smile on my face. I finally found happiness in my life.Forty years after Jenner won the decathlon gold medal at the 1976 Montreal Olympics, we sat down with her to relive that event. We asked, how should we refer to the person who won over America -- and the world -- back then?As Bruce, she says. Over the last year-and-a-half, Ive met some of the most wonderful, smart, intelligent trans people out there. They all kinda say the same thing: When you go through something like this, everybody from the outside looking in thinks, Oh my God, youre just a totally different person now. No, not really.Jenner, now 66, has no issue accessing thoughts and feelings from that time, and no shortage of stories about everything that made that medal possible.I had a better athletic mind [than the competition], she says. Every time I would get under a tremendous amount of pressure, I could take that pressure and turn it into performance. My greatest accomplishment at the Games, which made me the most happy when it was over with, [was that] I went in and scored 8,634 points. Nobody had ever done that before.As we watch the event again, Jenner starts weighing in. There was the moment when Jenner had cleared the opening height in the pole vault, before an audience of ... none?The stadium was totally empty, she recalls. They had a morning session and then an afternoon session, and it was separate tickets. So you went to the morning session, and then everybody had to leave. When I cleared it on my opening height, there was nobody around. It was just little old me and my pole-vaulting pole.Even Jenners mother and father werent there. When my parents came back in, they kept watching the bar go up, she says. They didnt know I had cleared my opening height, so theyre all worried to death that [I was going to] come in at too high a height and not make it.The 1,500 meters would be a glorious conclusion, but the issue had already been settled. Jenner would win the gold.Now heres the problem I have, Jenner says now, with a smile. Decathlon -- 10 events, OK? Youve got to go through two days of competition for one lousy medal. Michael Phelps gets a medal in every event, in every Olympics -- every event! Yeah, I only got one medal. All that work, one medal, but its a good medal.At 11 p.m. that night in Montreal, sitting down with ABCs Jim Lampley, Jenner would start to get the full sense of the opportunities that awaited. Whatever the appeal to Madison Avenue and corporate America, Jenner didnt seem like the embodiment of youthful irony or mid-70s cool to anyone. On Saturday Night Live, the home office of cultural hipness back then, John Belushi would mock straight-arrow Jenners celebration and subsequent endorsement deals with a Marv Albert-narrated parody ad.There was a lot we didnt know.Back when I was young, in the 50s and the 60s, they didnt even have a name for gender dysphoria, Jenner says. I was a dyslexic kid, suffering from low self-esteem, I had gender issues ... all these issues going on inside that I didnt want anybody to know. ... But it always came back to identity. After the Games were over with, I actually got a little scared, thinking, Oh my god, I lost my beard. What do I do now?There was television work, those endorsements, children to raise. And there were secrets to keep.For the Games, I woke up every day excited about the day, Jenner recalls. Then, once the Games were over with, to be honest with you, for many, many, many, many, many years, I lost that in life. I could care less about the next day. There were so many days that I didnt care if I got out of bed. At one time in the 80s, I spent almost six years in my house, never really came out. I didnt fit in with the males, I didnt fit in with the females. I was kind of stuck in the middle of limbo. It was really quite depressing.What the Games once did for Jenner, making the decision to live life publicly as a transgender woman has done once more.Because of whats happened over the last year-and-a-half, I really feel like I got my mojo back, she says. I have a platform where I think I can make a difference. A lot of issues in the LGBT world, around the world -- we have tremendous issues in the trans community with acceptance, with understanding. We have a nine-times higher suicide rate for young kids. Theres a lot of hatred [and] bigotry out there.Two days might have earned Jenner a platform; four decades later, she believes she finally knows how to use it.What Im doing today is so much more important than the Games, she says. 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But well see how I feel tomorrow, he said.Cespedes stepped gingerly from the batters box after grounding out to end the fifth and jogged down the line. With light rain falling, manager Terry Collins took no chances.Tonight I knew before the game he was really in great spirits and was pumped up and joking. And then in the middle of the game I could see a difference, and I said whats going on, and he said, `My legs are getting tight. So I said, `I got to get you out of there with the field the way it is, Collins said.Collins said he would do his best to keep Cespedes off the disabled list. In a span of two days, the Mets put infielder Jose Reyes and outfielder Juan Lagares on the DL.We need his bat in the lineup. If we need to give him a day or every third day, well do that, Collins said.On the day the Mets retired Piazzas No. 31, they matched their longest skid of the season.What is it, four in a row? Thats not going in the right direction, Collins said. But, as I told them last night, if we win the next four, we can forget about it.A day earlier, Collins told his players they needed to relax and lighten up. They came back and took a 2-0 lead against Jorge De La Rosa (7-7) before the Rockies rallied for their fifth straight win.The 43-year-old Colon (9-6) faltered in his first start on three days rest since 2005. Colon had pitched seven sharp innings to win the second game of a doubleheader Tuuesday and with a crowded schedule, Collins brought him back early.ddddddddddddolon didnt allow a hit until the fourth, when Colorado scored three times. The Rockies added two more runs in the fifth.Colon said he felt fine.I think that once it started raining a little bit harder, that field got a little bit tougher for me and might have affected me a little, he said through a translator.Collins was ejected in the ninth after umpires overturned their original call and took away a home run from Wilmer Flores, ruling a fan reached over the wall and prevented left fielder David Dahl from making a catch.Dahl said he wouldve caught it, but the Mets werent so sure.You can look at the video, and he didnt even try to reach the ball. He didnt even jump, Flores said.After snagging the ball, the fan taunted Dahl a bit, wagging his finger at the rookie.I dont understand how they can assume that ball is going to get caught, Collins said.De La Rosa and the Colorado bullpen retired the last 16 batters.The Rockies improved to 12-4 since the All-Star break and won despite losing NL home run leader Trevor Story to a jammed left thumb. He seemed to get hurt on a scrambling slide in the fourth, exited early and X-rays on the rookie shortstop were negative.Justin Ruggiano had an adventuresome time after signing with New York earlier in the day. Cut by Texas on Tuesday, the veteran major league joined the Mets when they put infielder Jose Reyes on the 15-day disabled list with a strained left ribcage.Ruggiano got a hit, but overran a ball in center field for an error and was thrown out stealing on a replay reversal. He also made a dive into the alley for a drive by Carlos Gonzalez that glanced off his glove for a double.UP NEXTRockies: RHP Chad Bettis (9-6, 5.19) is 5-1 in his last nine starts. Colorado has supported him with nearly seven runs a game over that span.Mets: RHP Noah Syndergaard (9-5, 2.45) is 1/3 in his past five starts. The All-Star won his only career start vs. the Rockies last year. 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